Funked it

I didn't make it to the morning meeting this morning. What with getting very little sleep (the last two or three days have been really bad pain days, as well), I didn't go. I was afraid, too, of becoming overly emotional because of how hard it would be to sit back and watch, but not participate. I guess that's where pride comes in again because if I had faith, God would give me the grace and strength to overcome my emotions.

I'm glad to be going to the Gospel this afternoon, anyway.